Fakin' it

So.
 yes
my life has been hell since September 7, 2012
............ my three youngest babies were stolen
by dcf
via agent Amy Miller (plymouth)
due to lies fed to her by X
My babies have been manipulated by their 100% PTSD disabled (US Military//Veteran's Affairs) father.

so you may wonder how I remain alive
  I fake it well.

you may see me at the store shopping
or at work functioning in a happy manner  (I need the money)
  I am amazed by my strength.  (God given)

Angels on Earth

Although lately life has been hellish for me and my family.

Sometimes when I am at my lowest
the kindness of others
~strangers and those we know~
makes it possible for me to go on
for one more day or minute.



whether it is a random donation
to my legal fund from a customer at
work

or the kind words of a good friend
who can imagine the pain of our loss



the wonderful teacher at parent
conference who treated me
like the Mom I AM.


These things keep me  alive
and sort of functioning so I can
be a mom to my kids and
try to be a gramma to my
grandkids.
I thank you.
-----I praise you Jesus for
sending these people
♥