It's almost as if my genius brain powers were just activated here in my 49th year. It's okay... I am a late bloomer.
So anyway I thought I was going to die last week... Paranoid you say? Hmm? Bad reaction to a med I've been taking happily for 2 years. Oh, well. I am going to live so that' s the good news.
Stuff I learned this week:
` Weaning off an antidepressant is scary. I am going to miss this security blanket.
` Stress will attack your body eventually and it will win
` Random angels will track you down... usually via Facebook and help you in tremendous ways.
` It's time to do something with your life, Cate. You are no longer young, nor slim, nor healthy.
` Stop pleasing everyone... first of all you aren't successful at it anyway. And it makes you miserable
` If you say you don't care what people think of you then MEAN IT! otherwise continue to be miserable and living a life They want you to live.
` You ya, you Cate cannot do it on your own. God is the only one to rely on. yup just the Big Guy.
` Some of your kids dislike your boyfriend.... tough cookies. hahah kids... you'll be moving out in a few years anyway.
` Demand better treatment or get rid of them..... farewell then, eh?
` Quit Smoking--- you are a moron for keeping this deadly habit.... I can yell at myself..ok? no one else can, though
` A good friend always arrives at the right time. I am blessed to have sisters that are not biological .... we unite in our pasts of pain and bring out the joy of NOW
` Keeping the house clean is a gift to myself. I like it this way... and by the way I love where I live now.
So today is Sunday
the beginning of another week.... see those genius brain powers.--in action!
I can't wait to learn more stuff.
Soon I will solve all the puzzles of the universe... I mean after all I can program a VCR and set the clock on my microwave.
SUPER POWERS ACTIVATE!