If I had another girl
If I had another boy
Hmmm but I guess the family decorator is safe now
since I have no uterus (nor husband)
---- off she goes to decorate 3000 miles away..
. I was not the favorite child.
I was never congratulated for a pregnancy
just told I would die from it.
I have to get over these hard feelings.
the sharp divide between me and the favored
sons is nauseating.
yet I love my brothers even more
because of it.
God Bless them