I miss you

I miss you

Sunday, December 30, 2012


Welcome to the World
Baby Girl
  My 5 th grandchild has arrived
Lyla Reese
9 lbs 4 oz
21 inches!!

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

today and everyday

I am a mother
I am a grandmother
I have 8 children 
I have 4 (very soon to be 5) grandchildren.
That's a lot of blessings
yet my three youngest children do not live with me
they are alienated from me
and it rips me to shreds
it is like an incomplete death
half of me is dead and the other half 
just fakes it.
don't get me wrong my 5 older kids are wonderful to me
I love them so very much
but it does not erase the pain
it almost makes it worse
since I feel I have let them down.

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

DCF -- come clean

How I wish DCF MA would come clean with their lies.
Their budgets are increased by the amount of children they steal.
Then their case workers are encouraged to fabricate stories,
 exaggerate what happened ... and poof your children are gone.
They will believe a vindictive X
.......... when they were slammed with evidence
 that he is not a capable parent.
The laugh will be on him once they take them away from him too.
Then they will be gone.
My babies lost forever.
I know about the DCF lying tactics.... but there is no way to fight them
  .... Not even a Probate Judge's orders have any power over them,.
A lawyer is expensive and gets you nowhere.  
You are encouraged to be best friends with the parasite that stole your children.
She is the only link you have.
And she will use your words against you, make up lies about you...
 The Truth will  NOT set you free.
The incompetence from the DCF office in Plymouth is disgusting.
Cries from the case worker of understaffing
and illness  --- mean nothing to me.
The ombudsman from Boston was useless.
His 'review' consisted of reading the case workers
this is life or death.... MY FLESH and BLOOD
were stolen.
By the way  I didn't hurt my kids.
at all
Jason Beasley my ex husband has manipulated and
alienated my babies .....
His accomplice is Amy A. Miller DCF

Sunday, December 9, 2012


I was told to back off.

How does a Mom back off?
Well I guess if I did drugs I could back off and shoot some heroin
or smoke some Meth
but I don't do that sort of shit.
I just hope that my babies won't forget me
Dcf has destroyed my family
and my children